// Done tiptoeing around people with delusional thinking. If I have to face the reality you created for yourself, so do you. //

Sad that a 20 year old is more mature than a 56 year old. Sad that I’m the only one with my head on straight, willing to get help for my issues, trying to turn my life into what I want it to be. Sad that if I tell you the truth instead of not acknowledging there’s even a problem, you won’t talk to me again. And most likely we’ll find you dead somewhere. You can live in this delusional world all you want, but you gave up on life when the divorce happened and just the fact that my brother and I weren’t enough motivation to better your life-I’m just talking going to the doctor, dentist, etc, actually making en effort to find a job when you’re a fucking lawyer for god’s sake is the most confusing thing of all. I’m a really good daughter, and person in general, and all I get is talked down to? I’m not putting up with that. It’s not worth this emotional roller coaster while I’m trying to establish my own life so I don’t fuck MY life up like you did yours. I don’t care if you don’t talk to me, even if you are sick, you have put all of us through hell for the past 10 years and I’m done being afraid to talk to you about it for fear of losing a relationship with you. If you don’t want to talk to anyone and die alone, then more power to you, that’s your choice. I’m done playing these games.